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Losing Myself

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Ice skating was Katie's whole world, but after achieving her dream and losing her parents, more disaster strikes and her world is flipped upside down.

Months later Katie moves to her moms small hometown,  notoriously known for their mafia families and wealthy class. While Katie dreads every passing day, wallowing in depression, she runs into an unexpected stranger that may change her life permanently for the worst. 

Should this mystery man be seen as her worst enemy and nightmare? Or as someone who has lived a rough life of pain as well? Maybe someone that can understand her brokeness and love her in-spite of it? 

Teen Romance Book -- Includes a lot of character growth and some dark scenes but a fight for a love created in shocking circumstances.All Rights Reserved

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