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Losing Myself

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Ice skating was Katie's whole world, but after achieving her dream and losing her parents, more disaster strikes and her world is flipped upside down.

Months later Katie moves to her moms small hometown,  notoriously known for their mafia families and wealthy class. While Katie dreads every passing day, wallowing in depression, she runs into an unexpected stranger that may change her life permanently for the worst. 

Should this mystery man be seen as her worst enemy and nightmare? Or as someone who has lived a rough life of pain as well? Maybe someone that can understand her brokeness and love her in-spite of it? 

Teen Romance Book -- Includes a lot of character growth and some dark scenes but a fight for a love created in shocking circumstances.All Rights Reserved

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The street-fighting nerd

Meet Raven Night. She's 17. At school, she gets bullied because she's a "nerd". No one knows her past and she tends to keep it that way. During the day she is the nerd of the school. But at night she is the infamous street-fighter and racer, "Diablo". When she's not fighting or racing, she is the assassin "Death". Here's a little bit of her past, when she was 7 she watched her family get murdered in front of her. After that, she was sent to foster home after foster home. She was adopted by a man when she was 13. He is part of the second-most dangerous gang in the world. He hurts her for fun but she's afraid to try and stop him. Now meet Jacob William. He's 18. He and his other two friends just moved to town. When Jacob and his two friends(Michael & Caden) first arrived at Rosewood high, Raven was away on a mission. Jacob is a gang leader while Michael is his third-in-command and Caden is his second-in-command. Jacob had a dark past so he's cold to anyone that's not friends or family. Will Jacob and Raven open up to each other or will they hate each other? Find out in The street-fighting nerd. ⚠️⚠️This story has mature language and scenes. There will be murder and gore in this book. I will have LGBTQ+ people in this book. If you do not like this, DO NOT READ IT.⚠️⚠️ You have been warned.