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Losing Myself

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Ice skating was Katie's whole world, but after achieving her dream and losing her parents, more disaster strikes and her world is flipped upside down.

Months later Katie moves to her moms small hometown,  notoriously known for their mafia families and wealthy class. While Katie dreads every passing day, wallowing in depression, she runs into an unexpected stranger that may change her life permanently for the worst. 

Should this mystery man be seen as her worst enemy and nightmare? Or as someone who has lived a rough life of pain as well? Maybe someone that can understand her brokeness and love her in-spite of it? 

Teen Romance Book -- Includes a lot of character growth and some dark scenes but a fight for a love created in shocking circumstances.All Rights Reserved

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Falling For The Geek by WritingMyHeart

Welcome to the life of teen fiction and teen romance be prepared to meet the mind of the younger generation... Well the extreme side anyways ;) Cool guy, Geek girl. Is this real? Uh oh here is another one of those stories... well I wouldn't go down that lane just yet. Seventeen year old Ethan Blake, popular? Yes. Bad boy of the school? Obviously. No flaws? well so everyone thinks, there is always more to than what meets the eye. There is something in him, something that is dying to be released, a side that no one has ever seen before. Fifteen year old Bella Edmond. Unpopular? Always. Freaky geek of the school? Most definitely. You probably hear this all the time but she is honestly not your usual geek, she wants to beat that cliche label she is given. There is always something hidden beyond the brains. Ethan is surrounded by hot chicks and bad boys you know the usual, sex drugs and constant partying, whereas Bella is surrounded with one friend and a world full of knowledge. He gets what he wants; always! She's comfortable with life, and that is how she likes it, taking risks definitely isn't her thing. Ethan is forced to improve his grades by his parents and they are determined for him to start pulling his life together, will his plans of life come together or once again will his world rest in the hands of another. What will happen when Ethan gets Bella mixed up in his crazy world, what will she get out of helping him? It could shatter his reputation and it could ruin her life. Will things go the way they want it? Well telling you now would be no fun at all. Read as the pair rumble and rock as change stretches across them both, will change be for the better or for the worst? (UNDER CONSTRUCTION THIS IS ONLY THE FIRST ROUGH DRAFT!)

Spoilt |18+| by MrsKirstein_

(Enemies to Lovers) His Dream was to take over the Business, and become the most Dangerous Man in the world all while being Rich. He already got a step ahead being the Heir to his Father's Business which has been passed on for generations. He has what sexually active people usually have for Summer, a Summer Fling, but months later he finds out that, that fling he enjoyed fucking so much raw fell pregnant and before she even found out she was pregnant it was too late to get rid of it. He wants nothing to do with it since it is a little Girl and all he can do with her is Marry her off to another wealthy family. He's never seen a photo of her because he refuses to believe she exists until one day his Mother unexpectedly surprises him by letting them come for his birthday dinner. Like a lot of Fathers, he falls in love with her and doesn't want her to leave but when her Teen Mother wants to go home that means his little now most precious thing in the world has to go. So the only way to have his daughter around is to win the Mother over again. They both unintentionally fall in love. And now his only dream had changed into wanting to spoil his little Girl. _______ WARNINGS VIOLENCE/ABUSE BDSM SUCH AS; MANHANDLING, ETC. SEX SCENES SEXUAL REFERENCES STRONG MATURE LANGUAGE

Bad Girl| ✔ by cherryapples1232

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The street-fighting nerd by raven_strom

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HIS TO RUIN ✔ by CursedLove99

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From The Hood by BeautyHeartBouquet

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Falling For The Geek

Welcome to the life of teen fiction and teen romance be prepared to meet the mind of the younger generation... Well the extreme side anyways ;) Cool guy, Geek girl. Is this real? Uh oh here is another one of those stories... well I wouldn't go down that lane just yet. Seventeen year old Ethan Blake, popular? Yes. Bad boy of the school? Obviously. No flaws? well so everyone thinks, there is always more to than what meets the eye. There is something in him, something that is dying to be released, a side that no one has ever seen before. Fifteen year old Bella Edmond. Unpopular? Always. Freaky geek of the school? Most definitely. You probably hear this all the time but she is honestly not your usual geek, she wants to beat that cliche label she is given. There is always something hidden beyond the brains. Ethan is surrounded by hot chicks and bad boys you know the usual, sex drugs and constant partying, whereas Bella is surrounded with one friend and a world full of knowledge. He gets what he wants; always! She's comfortable with life, and that is how she likes it, taking risks definitely isn't her thing. Ethan is forced to improve his grades by his parents and they are determined for him to start pulling his life together, will his plans of life come together or once again will his world rest in the hands of another. What will happen when Ethan gets Bella mixed up in his crazy world, what will she get out of helping him? It could shatter his reputation and it could ruin her life. Will things go the way they want it? Well telling you now would be no fun at all. Read as the pair rumble and rock as change stretches across them both, will change be for the better or for the worst? (UNDER CONSTRUCTION THIS IS ONLY THE FIRST ROUGH DRAFT!)