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Have you ever made a mistake you deeply regret? Do you ever wish you could go back to make things better? Have you ever felt like if you never existed in the first place then everything wouldn't have gone to shit? Do you ever put blame on yourself, even if it wasn't all your fault to begin with, all the time? 

Questions like these are what drives us insane.....not only these questions but many more things drives us insane such as loneliness, guilt, and the most common one FEAR. All of these negative things are like our shadows always following us driving us insane until the point where we can't take it and we try to harm ourselves and or harm others. Is anybody truly happy in this world? Is there a such thing as a pure innocent human?All Rights Reserved

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Chapter 1: The Start
Thu, Feb 15, 2018

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