Dark Commentary: Suicide Vs. Survival Desiring Death over Life

Death can be welcoming when life makes a habit of turning it back towards you at the lowest points of living. Life doesn't seem to acknowledge that there is not only an end for us, but also for it's self. Life will one day be sept away in a brink of a moment and with it sitting so high and mighty on it's self pleasure of being here it will never see it coming. Then we have those who yearn for it, beg for it and wish nothing more for death to come and for it to stop whispering their names in the dark and writing it's name in dreams that no longer can be called nightmares. The nightmares have become a continuing show behind the dark eye lids that seem to be an on going sitcom for nightly entertainment. The negative thoughts and feelings that will not fade away during the daylight hours only desire the suffering to force themselves on to the Reapers list hoping that he doesn't feel fooled or realize he is a powerful device to a desperate death seeking soul

manipulation into death. A suffering soul trapped in the living world doesn't feel survival as a pleasing option. Surviving could bring more pain and aguish as they tread through life wishing and wanting the other option. People who eat, sleep and drink this kind of pain will never see the light nor want sympathetic savior to guide them out of the darkness. All they ask for in that darkness is for the silence and the breath of life to subside, so then they could have hope and peace in the blanket of death and non existence.