How I feel Journaling
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Ongoing, First published Feb 15, 2018
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This is about how I feel about everything going on in my life. I have been having so much anxiety and pain. So I kinda just want to let it all out and writing is mostly always the solution for me when I need to let something out. Because mostly I cant deal with not telling anyone about how I am feeling, because if I just keep inside of me and not let it out then I would start feeling more depressed and suicidal. And sooner or later it might be too much and I will probably kill myself. I might as well get my feelings out before its too late.
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