Whats wrong with me

Whats the point on living a life if your living a lie. Hiding in the shadows being who you are not. Never truly happy, never feeling loved always paranoid about your mask falling off revealing your feeling slipping up and letting down the protective wall? The truth is their isn't yet here i am. I could be dead, I could give up and end my life but I wont because then they'll win. I'm not sure why i feel the need to win i'm not sure about anything actually. I don't know whats wrong with me maybe i never will maybe... but i'm going to at least try so come with me on my journey to find out whats wrong with me and my life. My life story.

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