Broken Mess
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- "Don't think about the pain... Don't think about the pain and it will go away..it will go away." I tried to block the anguish I feel inside, I tried harder to stop the pain that spread through my limbs and made me feel like my limbs are being cut into shreds with a blunt knife.
-I feel trapped in my own thoughts and my own feelings. I hate the fact that I can't control my stupid heart nor my stupid mind ..I feel lost as if I am no longer myself.
- I tried to fight him with all the power within me , but my heart was shouting at me wishing that I just stop fighting and let my feelings lead me for once in my life. But I can't I know that this is wrong we're just compelled by our emotions and the intensity of the situation. I am sure that these feelings will fade away as soon as we move away from each other.
- Set of different short stories. Every story has a moral behind it or holds a dear memory.
Nothing specific. Some emotions hidden deep inside my heart and it's time to reveal them .
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