15 parts Ongoing MatureNoah Ardyn is only eleven - too young to understand why people leave, too old to believe that love can save anyone.
His father vanished before his first birthday, and his mother became his entire world - a fragile light in an ever-darkening sky.
For a while, that was enough.
Until the day the world began to decay.
A new virus swept across the earth, twisting everything it touched - minds, bodies, and hearts. The streets grew silent. The air grew colder. And one by one, everyone Noah loved began to disappear, leaving him with only echoes of their voices and memories that refused to fade.
But the virus wasn't the only thing eating away at humanity.
It was grief.
It was fear.
It was the unbearable weight of surviving.
Noah doesn't want revenge.
He doesn't want to be saved.
He just wants it all to stop - the pain that burns through his soul, the loneliness that tears him apart from the inside, the cruel silence that answers every time he calls for help.
And so, as the world collapses around him, he whispers the only words that still make sense:
"Can I die now?"
Can I Die Now? is not a story about giving up.
It's a story about what happens when a heart feels too much - and the quiet, shattered beauty that exists in pain itself.