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My depressing thoughts

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This whole book is just a collage of my "depressing thoughts". 

I honestly don't believe they are depressing, however my friends think they're so depressing I deserve to be kicked off the Squad group chat until I get a therapist.
 
crazy right?

one of my closest friends (the one that kicked me) said that I should make a book out of the things I sent them, so here we are!

I would say I hope that you enjoy this book; but I'm supposed to be very depressing...All Rights Reserved

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Just an online journal of my personal thoughts . No, I am not suicidal. No, I am not depressed. Just introverted, and I trap feelings in more than I'm supposed to .. So I let them out here.