Ugly Beauty

I’m having a dream. The place I’m in is quite familiar, yet I don’t recognise it. It’s a huge place, with high ceilings. But it’s dark. So I can’t see anything properly. I can see a dim light far away, so I follow it. I get closer and closer, until I notice I’m in a room, with an alight fireplace, bed, and a chair. I release I’m in my black birthday dress, my hair down. Seeing as there’s no one in this room, I turn to leave. Just then I feel two warm hands resting on my shoulders. The hands glide down my arms and rest on my waist. Whoever it is pulls me towards them, I can feel their breath on my neck. Those lips leave trails of kisses on my neck up to my ear. The mouth is on my ear now. They bite my ear. I take a quick intake of breath. My heart rate shooting up. I’m enjoying it...a predatory look in those eyes of his. He grabs me, forces me to face him properly...“I know you can’t forget this moment, neither can I”. His gaze is burning into me..As he is about to kiss me on the lips, the dream fades away. I wish it didn’t stop there. Then I wake up, realising that I should be having these kind of dreams.