You're The Reason I am Sane
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  • Parts 16
  • Time 2h 12m
Complete, First published Feb 17, 2018
(A beyhadh fic with ArYa pairing)


Before meeting him, she was just surviving....

Life was nothing....

After meeting him, she came alive and started living....

Life now only had started...

A small light in her ever surrounding darkness...

Like an oasis in her desert....

A helping hand from the torture memories drowning her..

A beautiful color in her black and white life...

A song in her screaming world....

A breeze in her dry land....

A rain in her droughty heart...

Now... Tell me... If you find a person like that, what will you do..?

She didn't know what others will do but Maya will keep that person whether by going to hell or by burning the world...

Arjun is Maya's....

Maya's....

Only Maya's...

If he's water, Maya wants to be salt and completely dissolve in him...

If it's Valentine's day, she wants to carve her heart out to gift him...

If it's death then she wants him to be the last person she sees, speaks with, stays with...

If it's living, then she wants every second, everyday with him...

It's not just obsession...

It's love but that doesn't mean she's not obsessed..

She's obsessed but that doesn't mean there isn't love...

No words or no other example may convey what he's to her....

To simply put....

He's the reason she's sane or else she would've already given into insanity...
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