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I am scared
To talk and share my inner feelings my frustration and how words actually hurt with my parents so I write
Hopefully Once day they and maybe you as a mom or dad understand see and understand
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• 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬 • 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬: 𝐄𝐳𝐫𝐚(𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧) 𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧 𝐂𝐚𝐦𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐒𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐚 𝐀𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐊𝐲𝐨𝐤𝐨 ☆ 𝙎𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙙 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜,𝙞'𝙢 𝙖 𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙩𝙤 𝙒𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙥𝙖𝙙 ☆
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trigger warning. dont expect you to read this, words are simply that. just words. but if you do i hope you enjoy 👍 and if you relate to any of these, im so sorry. (all of these are original and written by me unless its said otherwise) might also include random rambles and/or thoughts or maybe even quotes (sorry again abt this)
NOW YOU SEE," THE REAL ME" UNDER MAJOR EDITING
NOW YOU SEE "THE REAL ME" #1 IN THE SERIES OF POETRY BOOKS //SAD POETRY EDITION (under major editing) "My heart was taken by you, broken by you, and now it's in pieces because of you" My poems aren't the best. The first few poems may not seem worthy of being read but... later down in the book they get better. To some, my poems are beautiful; to some, my poems are shitty and they are rubbish💀. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!!! I can't promise that your time won't be wasted reading this book. I'm not a professional poet so expect the worst. This book isn't for everyone. It's sad, a little motivating and dark. If you aren't into sad poems don't read this book, it isn't for you. This book contains some of my thoughts,mostly about me or the people around me or just society in general. If you are feeling sad or depressed, please seek help. I know how much it hurts but it isn't too late to heal. Cover made on postermywall ♥*♡∞:｡.｡♥*♡∞:｡.｡♥*♡∞:｡.｡♥*♡∞:｡.｡♥*♡∞:｡.｡♥*♡∞:｡.｡♥*♡∞:｡.｡♥*♡∞:｡.｡♥*♡∞:｡.｡♥*♡∞:｡.｡♥*♡∞:｡ Rankings: #1 in sad poet out of 23 07/25/2021 #2 in deep thought out of 4. 8 K stories 07/25/2021 #2 in thoughts out of 73. 4 K stories 07/25/2021 #3 in sad poems out of 10.1 K stories 07/25/2021 #3 in thoughts and feelings out of 10.1 K stories 07/25/2021 #6 in poet out of 14.3 K stories 07/25/2021 #40 in deep out of 26.6 K stories 07/25/2021 #48 in depressing out of 18. 3 K stories 07/25/2021Complete
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• 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬 • 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬: 𝐄𝐳𝐫𝐚(𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧) 𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧 𝐂𝐚𝐦𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐒𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐚 𝐀𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐊𝐲𝐨𝐤𝐨 ☆ 𝙎𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙙 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜,𝙞'𝙢 𝙖 𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙩𝙤 𝙒𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙥𝙖𝙙 ☆
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