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Happy Pink Pills [L.R.H]
- LECTURAS 15
- Votos 1
- Partes 1
Silly me, I'm all alone.
Silly me, I never sleep.
Silly me, I don't take my happy pills.
Silly me, I'm empty inside.
Silly me, I'm standing on the bridge.
Silly me, I'm almost dead.
Silly me, is it too late to live?
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"Babe, have you took your pills?" No.
"Yes Ashton, just like I promised." I haven't
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"I'm sorry Ashton." I whispered to myself as I brace myself to jump from the bridge.
"Is this what you want little one?" A hooded figure asks me.
Of course it is... I think it is.
"I can't change your mind if it's already made up, but I promise I'll be there for you." He trails off "I've seen you around, your beau-"
He gets cut off because I loose my grip and slip.
I'm falling. Will he catch me?
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