Reasons to Love You While Hating You

There's smut in here; might make it a separate story that you can read if you want; idk yet.
Some Joemily AND paemily in here, my dudes so be ready for a wild ride.

Part from the story:

"J-joel?" Emily stuttered.
"Em..." He whispered, "I'm so sorry, I just, she-"
"Joel, babe where are you?" She called from downstairs. The one that took Emily fantasy away.
"I have to go." Joel said softly, his eyes not meeting hers, "I'll see you tonight, at dinner."
"Will she be there?" Emily asked looking downward.
"She's my girlfriend, Emily. I don't go places without her." He looked at Emily one last time, almost longingly.
"Then I won't be there, Joel. You can't expect me to constantly face your choices when my choice was you. You also made it clear to me and other people that I was your choice, now tell me Joel how did that change in a month?" Emily said cocking her head to the side. Joel looked downward.
"If you choose her then be ready for me to rub my choices in your face Joel."