I see the rain

I see the rain, I see the rain, I see the rain today. It showers down on my somber eyes, and hits my crying eyes. I weep, I weep, I weep alone. Sunken, crying, and sighing. My heart is torn, broken to the bone. It sings, I'm a freak, I'm a freak, a freak.

My hearts broken, oh can't you see?
I'm crying today can't you see? The hearts a shallow pond of mud. Covered in dirt and grime. It's sinking down farther into the depths of her demise. I see her eyes call out to me, yelling "she's a freak, a freak."

I sink my head into my arms, and cry of sovereignty. She's up she's over, and stronger than me. Cause I am just a freak.

I fight, and fight. Still I can't escape. She's pushing me down. I hold my breath.. and weep, and weep today. The pond suffocates me now. As if screaming, "she's a freak." My breath grows shallow, as I scream for air. "I am not a freak. I am not a freak."

I see the light beyond ones eyes, and feel the air take me. It's crying out, and weeping for me. I know I'm not a freak. I'm accepted here, and welcomed. I feel heat of love. What's beyond ones eyes may demise, but today one only believes.