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Parts 16
Time 2h 8m

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It was all too much.

Everything. It was all out to get me, it was all too much.

My family is going to hate me.
My friends are going to hate me.
The entire fucking world is going to hate me.
He is going to hate me.

I sat on the cold tile floor, a pool of blood dripping from my wrists. Today was probably the worst it's ever been; because of him.

I love him, and that's just the issue. He is a him. He likes girls, the beautiful modelesque Los Angeles girls. Not me. Not his best friend, the one he can always confide in. Not the one who he relies on. Not the one who has always been there, through heartbreak or sickness. Not the one who has traveled the globe beside him and the rest of the band. Not the one who is secretly gay and loves him, who he will never love back.

All I'll ever be is the best friend. The one who is too afraid to come out. Who cuts because of it. The one who doesn't have the strength to say three simple words of "I love you".

Until I gather the courage to say those words, which may never happen, the physical pain will suffice as an alternate of the emotional. I deserve to be punished or even put to death. I'm a coward and I'm weak. I live a good life, an amazing one even, yet I will never have the strength everyone else has.

I just need strength.

I just need him.All Rights Reserved

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《 Head over Tusks! 》- Male Piglin Brute X Male Reader by Housamoboi

It all happened one day. You opened your eyes to a blue sky and green grass as far as the eye could see, animals here and there walking about. It was all so peaceful, the sun and wind against your skin, coercing you to get out there and explore, mine that tree, build a pickaxe, kill those mobs. You were taken in by a village and raised there before everything was taken away from you. You learned a valuable lesson that night: that this world can be cruel. But... even then, it's your world. You grow because of what you endure, you build your muscle by tearing it. You can do whatever you want. You can choose to be cruel or not. You decided what you wanted to be when you spared that PIGLIN BRUTE, a hostile creature that was unable of comprehending emotions, a creature that only knew cruelty, A MERE NPC. Little did you know, because you spared that piglin, your life would never be the same again. This is your world, and you changed it, you will leave your impact. You are in control, and you will keep fighting through dirt, sand, and snow; through the deepest oceans and the hottest pits of lava; and across the Overworld and Nether. You will SURVIVE. Welcome to Minecraft. ... Play some of Minecraft's OST and begin reading :) (Feedback is greatly appreciated. Read at a steady pace and enjoy. The art on the cover was made by @Scraffy on Twitter all credit goes to them) Trigger Warnings ⚠️ - gore here and there... - sexual topics - slavery - child abuse - Suggestive language and cussing

𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝗼𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐢𝗺𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 by ghostinnn6700

thank u for reading this was a fun one to write completed ✔️

𝓪𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 - 𝓳𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓻𝔂 by -cherrybaby

long- but it's worth it- completed sequel to " girly - boy " if you haven't read it then you won't understand honestly anything. the time after highschool wasn't as good as jack thought. college was hard. he wasn't strong enough. what is he gonna do when he gets so badly depressed and doesn't have zach by his side? what is zach gonna do as well? read to find out how the two survive. 𝐴𝑐𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑠ℎ𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 hit 1k - 7-3-19 hit 7k - 8-8-19

Why me? (bxb) {Editing} by Tuffybrown

"Did you do it?" I asked when he turned around. "Do what?" "You know what." I shot back. "Cutie, there are a lot of things I did and do, you got to be more specific." he looked back at me and I realised he was being sincere and he was not really taunting me like I thought. "Did you hurt the guy who punched me?" I asked. "Yes." again, I was taken back by his honesty. I was hoping he would lie to me. Prove me and Sandy wrong but nope he admitted it like it was no big deal. "Why?" I asked, avoiding his gaze. "Why not?" "That's not a answer." I rolled my eyes at him. "Well then your question is not a question." I was not sure whether to gape or laugh at that type of logic. "That doesn't make sense." I rolled my eyes at him, again. "It doesn't have to." he shrugged. "Just tell me why you did it." I sighed getting tired of the funny talk or whatever we were doing right now. "Okay, one condition." he said. "Yeah?" I raised a brow. He stepped closer and I stepped back until he pinned me against the wall. Feeling trapped I looked up at him trying to figure out what the hell was happening. "Go out with me on a date, this Friday." his voice turned husky, I found myself looking at his lips. ○○○●●●○○○○●●●●○○○○○●●●●●○○○○○●●●●●○○○○ Jeremy was a typical highschool nerd always getting bullied and messed with just because he was gay and then Ethan was not so much of a typical teenager at all, he was rude, hot, rich and strong. Jeremy never thought he'd never fall for someone like Ethan but never say never right? *UNDER CRITICAL EDITING*

Unwanted (BoyxBoy) ~Completed~ by xXPsychodicPandaXx

(WARNING!: DEPRESSING CONTENT, POORLY WRITTEN: READ AT YOUR OWN RISK) "I deserve just as much pain as she gives me." He said fully meaning it and crushing my heart all at once. "No you don't. You are just a broken person both inside and out and all you need is to be fixed. When you're fixed there is nothing but beauty deep in you." I told him truthfully as he looked into my eyes with his shining with tears. In that moment all I could do was feel my heart break for this beautiful boy. But something else was there and it was that I cared for him too. I was starting to fall for Andy. Before I could comprehend what was happening, I slowly leaned towards him and gave him a gentle kiss on his lips. It only lasted a couple of seconds, but it was enough to tell him that he wasn't alone. That he had me and together we could get through this. . *Attention:THIS STORY IS VERY VERY POORLY WRITTEN!!!!!! VERY VERY BAD!!!!!!!! It's gotten more popular than I thought it would be and for that I'm embarrassed because it's not my best work. You're free to be however critical you want to be on this<3

suck me // jachary au by he11tothenaw

twilight but not completely fucking awful. zach herron has lived in san francisco his whole life which probably isn't the ideal place for someone like him. it wasn't his choice. none of it was a choice. he was bit when he was seventeen which was in 1951. you would think that zach would have left high school but he didn't. well he did but every once in awhile he would go back. for fun. when you live forever school becomes fun. that's when he met him. jack avery just moved to san francisco. he was originally from pennsylvania but after suspicion from his old town his family left. they had heard about a pack in sunny california so they went there. although they were correct there was a lot more than that living there. mates had never been a thing that jack had been a fan of. he didn't want fate deciding who he was supposed to love. his parents were perfect for each other but jack didn't care. and that is where zach comes into play. zach was technically eighty four but refused to fall in love. until now. • werewolf!jack vampire!zach au • lowercase intended • started: july 22nd, 2019 ended: november 16th, 2019 • highest ranking: #4 in #jachary, #2 in #donah • chapters labeled in german

𝙻𝚒𝚊𝚛 𝙻𝚒𝚊𝚛 ❀ 𝙹𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚢 by ikeuikeuanii

{complete} "do you love me?" i whispered. his dark eyes found mine, his lips pressing chastely against my cheek before he pulled back and uttered his answer against my lips, "no" you could probably hear the audible sound of my heart breaking. then he got up and pulled on his clothes silently. shaking lightly, i watched as he climbed from my window, the darkness of the night enveloping him "liar liar" i said, wiping away my fallen tears. in which a boy who knows nothing of love gets involved with a boy who wants nothin, if not love. highest ranking: #10 in jachary #1 in jachary december, 24 2020 started: june 24th 2020 ended: January 12th 2021

Even In Pieces [bxb] by the_typewriter_ink

-KIND OF MATURE- "I wouldn't fuck you if you paid me." Well, at least my question is answered. He can get more punchable. We glare at each other, I am surprised neither of us have raised our fists yet. It wouldn't be the first time. "Who says you'll be the one fucking?" I snap back. _______________________________________ Zachary Alvarez has always hidden his broken parts behind his charm, sarcasm and arrogance. He is a complete asshole to most, especially one man in particular who he occasionally wants to lick all over or shoot in the head (He isn't picky). Nothing in Zach's life is constant. All he has ever cared for is himself since nobody else did. A lot of drinks, one-night stands, relationships that he never put effort into and people always leaving, that's all he has ever known. And Everett absolutely hates Zach's guts and hates how his smirk makes him feel triggered. Everett has always been this or that for people, always an image. Most times he doesn't even care, but sometimes it gets irritating. But somewhere both Everett and Zach starts to see each other. All that hate gets a bit too exhilarating. In so many ways... _________________________________________ If you guys are looking for an enemies to lovers with a lot of sexual tension... #1st in lovers #1st in homosexual #1st in bxb #1st in university #2nd in drama #4th in Lgbt #8th in mxm #19th in romance

☯ I'm Your Little Sister || Daniel Seavey ☯ by after_seavey

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All my life I had never really experienced any hardships. Most people would say that I had the perfect life. That wasn't that far off from the truth. I had a nice home, a childhood best friend, I was popular at school, and even landed myself a girlfriend. I took it all for granted... I thought everything would be perfect like that forever. Thinking that was the biggest mistake I made. Little did I know, that in 12 hours, all of that was about to change. I'd be somewhere that shouldn't even exist. Somewhere completely unfamiliar. Somewhere...that wasn't perfect whatsoever ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Howdy yall! :D *THIS STORY WILL CONTAIN BOYXBOY MATERIAL AND MATURE CONTENT(ish). IF YOU DON'T LIKE THAT THEN DON'T READ. :D* *I DO NOT OWN THE CHARACTERS OR ART* HOPE YOU ENJOY ✌ (Started September 7th 2020) (Ended January 15th 2021)

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《 Head over Tusks! 》- Male Piglin Brute X Male Reader cover

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