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Can't Imagine a Better Life...

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Nick Ryan is alone. Simply put. Being a tall, smart, dirty blonde in a sea full of stupid people is tough, especially when you get bullied all the time. Not to mention he's a closet gay.
Xavier Maretti is an our bisexual prankster at a preppy academy called Cloverfield Academy with tons of close friends and a not-so secret passion for ducks.
When these two meet, Nick wants to heal himself and Xavier wants to make a new friend.
Their attraction to each other is hard not to see, even a blind man can see it.
Will an accident pull them apart? Will Nick ever heal? What the Hell does a gavel have to do with this?! Will their love last the stupid prejudice of today's society? Can I please be besties with the guy who sends pictures of condoms to the newly discovered couples? These are the questions people.All Rights Reserved

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