It's Okay to
- Reads 9
- Votes 0
- Parts 1
Ongoing<5 mins
Last published Tue, Feb 20, 2018
'I don't mind if people forget about me, as long as I don't forget about me I guess I'll be alright,' Silver declares with such confidence.
'How can you do that?' Jacob asks 'how can you be okay with something that I fear the most?'
'Your biggest fear is that people will forget you?' Silver inquires.
'No, my biggest fear is to be in too much comfort with self-validation.'
'Oh, ha-ha, nice one, Mr. Big Shot. Whatever, by tomorrow what you think of me wouldn't even matter.'
'And why is that?' He asks as he raised an eyebrow.
'Because by tomorrow you'll forget that we've even ever met,' Silver says more as a way to reassure herself more than anybody else.
'And you'll be cool with that?' Jacob asks while seating himself a little bit closer to her.
'Why wouldn't I be? Just forget me, will you?' Silver states with a smirk.
-------------------------------------------
Silver Hanson thinks that it's okay to get less than 8 hours of sleep at night. It's okay to skip breakfast. It's okay to flunk a test. It's okay to scratch your knees. It's okay to get a stain on your white denim. It's okay to be sad. It's okay to not be okay. It's okay to want to run away. It's okay to scream out of frustration. It's okay to cry. It's okay to feel heartbroken. It's okay to feel forgotten.
It's okay to be forgotten.
Silver would know, after all.
All Rights Reserved
#173
foe
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Chances Of Truth ☑️
"It's too much to remember everything and everyone, all pain and hurt is killing me day by day little by little. I wish I could remove all the pain and move on in my life. I wish I could find an eraser or Better a delete button, so that I could start from beginning, without any misery or pain." ......................................................................................... "Hey Eva, you know you can trust me, right? " He asked me again cupping my cheeks, I can't let him continue this. It had to stop now or it would be too late. I can't risk everyone's life specially his. If hurting him means, him being alive then I would do it without thinking. Again and again. "Eva are you even listening to me?" Noah asked moving his face closer. From this close I can even see the scar which he told me about, its just below the border line of his hair, it can be easily conceal but from this close its more real. His eyes, they are magical. I would love to look at them all the time and never get tired of looking at in them. No, I cannot do this to him, I can't be selfish, I have to do something this time. "No" I answer and walked away from him. .............................................................Complete
Embrace My Heart (completed)
*Short Story* It is difficult to stay with the people who look down at you like you are some kind of disease. It hurts when they don't want to acknowledge you for the good things you have done. It hurts when your family rejects you only because you are quiet and weak saying you are good for nothing. Annie Ryan was nothing but a quiet, innocent teenager waiting for her mate to save her from the dark hell she was living in. She had only one dream, she wanted to feel loved, she wanted someone to tell her that they care and would love her no matter what happens. But little did she know that she was just another unfortunate soul whose mate had different plans. Caden was an young alpha. He had everything but where everyone was eager to meet their mate, he wasn't. He had already given his position of alpha female to his girlfriend. But after she left him, he turned cold and ruthless. But when he met Annie, his mate, one thing was clear. He wanted nothing to do with her. He asked her to leave but when she declined, he paid her no attention like she never existed. Annie was broken. Her dream was just a dream. Every night she closed her eyes, she realized she was going to die alone with no one to care. She wanted to end her life but not before setting everything right, not before her destined alpha mate finds his happiness. Caden didn't know what he was missing until he lost it. Maybe that's how life works. Maybe that's why it is called cruel.Complete
Besties Never Lie ♥
"I..." "Stop it!" he shouts, stopping me in mid sentence "I hate you." "B-But why? Why do you hate me?" "Oh! You know the reason." "If I would've, then I would've never bothered you." "Stop! Stop acting so naive and shit!" "I..." "I hate you! And that's it!" he turns and starts walking away. "We used to be best friends!" I was on the verge of tears. "Absolutely! We USED to be!" he says over his shoulder and dissappears from my sight. ⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪ She rises up forgetting her painful past, that has finally stopped haunting her. She's cannot wish for anything but peace. She tries to forget her bestie Kayden and moves on. She tries to forget her parents and move on. She tries to forget her true self and move one. And when she thought that she was finally free for her miserable past, her past was thrown back at her face. She finally meets the person who she never knew would guide her to the path of truth behind her bestie Kayden. Matthew Brown, captured inside the cage of his and Elizabeth's past, struggles to get himself and also someone dear to him free. He cannot decide if his black hair and blue eyes are a blessing or curse. He wished to never meet Elizabeth again after that day. But fate... No. But circumstances force him to meet her and do something he will surely regret. He knows everything about her, she wasn't even aware of his presence, until now. He knows her secret, she doesn't knows his. He knows what she wants, she has no clue of him. She wants to get close to him, he wants to get far away. She loves him. He loves her. But he doesn't want to.... Can Elizabeth discover the truth behind Matthew's mask? Because....no matter what happens, no matter how hard it is, "Besties Never Lie" to each other. ⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪ Highest ranking #143 in teen fiction... Cover by @the_lovable_dorkComplete
Half of My Heart ✔️
how far would you go . . . for someone you love? ♔ Levi steps forward, placing himself between me and Jack. Like he's protecting me from him. But I don't need protecting, certainly not from Jack. "Who do you think you are, dude?" Levi spits, getting in Jack's face. "Look, Scarlett was just helping me out with a proj-" "I'm not your dude," Jack bites, and I want to tear my hair out of my head. This is going downhill very fast. Jack turns to me. "Scar, we need to talk," he says lowly. Then loud enough for Levi to hear, "So can you please get this kid to leave." "Hey, you don't get to come in here and start ordering her around," Levi says harshly. "You don't control her." "And you think that you do?" Jack spits. ♔ When Scarlett moved off to college, she hoped to start anew and find her way in this world alone. Two problems. One: her older brother goes to the same college, and it seems like he's everywhere, keeping her from doing everything she hoped to do as a college freshman. Two: her brother's devastatingly handsome best friend also seems hell-bent on ruining her college experience . . . but in a different way. Their paths keep crossing, and Scarlett is reminded of the powerful attraction that they've both ignored for far too long. Not to mention, a new face begins to occupy everyday Scarlett's thoughts. When Scarlett is paired with an allusive, darkly handsome stranger for a film project, her world begins to open in ways she never thought possible. But as his mystery unravels into dark secrets, she wonders if she's falling a bit too hard. Before long, Scarlett is forced to realize that balancing the hearts of two boys at once just might result in the breaking of her own.Complete
Guardian (mxm)
Book 2 in Stray Series. I know I'm not worthy of a second chance. I've taken away so many others' second chances. I took their lives in my hands and each time chose mine over theirs. It didn't matter who they were, if they had family, how old they were. I had a job to do. If I heard even a whisper, it was over. I had to. I didn't want to, but I had to. It didn't even matter in the end. She's gone now. I'm all alone. Somehow, for some reason, a second chance was bestowed on me. But I don't want it. I can't have it. And he knows it too. -This story has depictions of violence, SA, depression, panic attacks, gore. Please read at your own discretion- Highest rankings thanks to all of you wonderful readers! : #16 in "Shifter" #18 in "Loss" #24 in "Werewolf" #26 in "BoyxBoy"Complete
Killing Alphas (boyxboy)(complete)
"Found you" he spoke, his voice low as his piercing eyes darkened. Alec has been angry ever since the death of his father. After years, Alec only struggles more than ever with his connection to his pack, and with being unable to find his mate - it only worsens. He's become tense, defensive and stubborn - and with his back against the wall, Alec is lost - until one day his mate finds him. But it couldn't have possibly come at a worse time. Alpha Damian is handsome, powerful, daunting and possessive. But to Alec, he's just another cruel reminder of the death of his father. But after four years of searching, Damian doesn't plan on giving up the mate that fate has promised him. But Alpha Taurus is strong, charming and impossibly enticing. He doesn't believe in fate - he believes in fighting for what you want, even when it belongs to someone else. Even when they're already someone else's mate. And as the creatures that killed Alec's father haunt the borders, Alec is faced with a long over due choice - fix his bond with his pack or leave for a fresh start. And now Alec has the chance to make that decision. He just needs to choose his mate first. /Werewolf/Romance/Love Triangle/Gay/ - - Mature Read - - - - Explicit - - - - May Contain Triggers - - - - Complete - - [bxb] #1 in #gaylovetriangle 27/Apr/2024 #1 in #triangle 08/Oct/2025 #1 in #explicit 14/Dec/2024 #7 in #jealous 26/Dec/2024 #3 in #paranormal 4/Mar/2025 #3 in #paranormalromance 5/May/2025 #726 in #LGBT 5/Apr/2025 LOL By Blazey_waffle (the Milk Wizard)Complete
Worthless (Unedited Version)
[Book #1 in the Blackwood Pack series] Currently in the process of rewriting (it'll be uploaded as a separate book) ________________ Asher has been abused by the man who has held him prisoner for as long as he can remember. He longs to be free from the unjust violence, but there are reasons he has to stay, people he can't leave behind. Kade has been away from his pack and finally decides to return. While doing border patrol he catches a whiff of what seems to be an average wolf. The only thing is... that wolf is his mate. Determined, Kade takes Asher away from his abuser (along with two others). Asher, not being used to people being kind, is suspicious at being welcomed into Kade's pack with open arms. Will Kade be able to show Asher that he deserves love? Can Asher take down the walls he no longer needs to survive? And what will they do when Asher's abuser wants him back, even going as far to enlist a rival pack? _________________ ---The Blackwood Pack series--- -Worthless -His Reluctant Mate (coming soon) -Let Me Be Your Drug (coming soon) -Lies and Bullet Wounds [Side Story/Prequel] (coming soon) _________________ ******Not edited****** [Trigger Warning]: Child abuse, rape, depression, and self-hate. This story is copyrighted and is the sole property of GaySensei and is not to be uploaded onto any other site besides WattPad.Complete
Soft Silence | ✓ | unedited
"Being mute isn't a disability. It just means that God loves you so much that He took away your voice so that you don't hurt others verbally. You see, He doesn't want you to do what others are doing to you." ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ When Sierra Bloom suffers a tragedy that costs her both her family and her voice, she shuts down every bit of emotion and passion within her and brings out a new and cold her that doesn't like being around people and things that are easy to get attached to. Enter David Hale. Cheerful, bright, friendly -a shocking contrast to her cold, closed off personality. Not only does David do things she dislikes, he also does not know when to give up on her. What is Sierra supposed to do when he keeps bringing out the old her and makes her forget the tragedy she caused? The answer is obvious; shut him out and run away. That's the solution.... right? ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ This book was written in 2013, back when I was still pretty much a kid. It hasn't been edited and there are many issues I find with it. I may or may not edit//re-write, but if I do I don't think I'll post it here. At least, for now. In any case, the person I was then is not the person I am now lmaoo but I'm still proud of younger me for this cute little thing. I love all my lovely, LOVELY readers who have sent me such beautiful messages about this book ♥ Thank you for loving my book, it means the world to me. ⌔ - 2023 Update ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ Achievements: General Fiction: #81 Romance: #186 Kisses: #4 ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ ⌔ All Rights Reserved. Copyright © 2013 by Dakota KennaComplete
The Hard Crush 1 (Feelings For You)
Jericho Daniels, sweet and charming as he is, continuously steals the attention of people around him without even trying. With his good looks that naturally attract girls, it was no surprise that he had them swooning with only his presence around. Everyone loves and admire him. Despite the little drama unfolding at his home, he's got his best friends to bring life back to him...well that was until the new girl showed up. Winifred can't believe she's living in a mansion owned by her mother's new lover. Now she's got a new family to deal with. Not the kind of life she imagined for herself seeing as she dislikes her stepbrother and stepdad. She's not yet over her father's death and isn't ready to start over. Everything seems to be devastating with each passing day generating it's own drama with the new family and the school she's attending feeds her with nothing but trouble, adding to her suffering. Let's not forget the boy from the mansion across the street who happens to be everywhere in her head making her simultaneously question and embrace her feelings for him. New school, new family, new life ,new everything. Can she cope with all these? *** Jerry's lips seduced hers, demanding for more and she gave it to him. She parted her lips, allowing his tongue more access. He accepted the invitation without hesitating. She felt his hand gliding down to her butt and... Jerry suddenly pulled his mouth away and took his hands off her. "Damn, stop." He backed away, breathing hard. "No, we can't do this." Winifred shuddered, the ache of need nearly tearing her heart into pieces. Tears sprung to her eyes as her knees gave out and she slumped down on the armchair by the side. She just got rejected. Never in her life did she see this day coming. "Get out," she said. "I'm sorry?" "Don't be, just get out." And he did, but not after hesitating and taking a pitiful and regretful look at her.Complete
The Unnatural
MM ROMANCE | (Male x Male) Ares Silvermane, a well behaved alpha who has so many responsibilities on his shoulder and the need to stay strong for his people has kept him alive, breaks into a war with their enemy's pack. With little hope, he has waited for his mate, someone pretty, someone who would call his name with love, someone who has strong wolf and maybe some special power his mother had talked about. But everything shatters apart when he sees his Luna for the first time. Ethan stiles, being surrounded by the love of his family was his only happiness but that happiness is taken away when he's suddenly dragged into this unnatural world filled with unknown species. He has no idea why he is expected to have a wolf in him, why he is expected to be strong. It also certainly doesn't help his situation when his mate hates him to the guts for simply because the way he is. It wasn't his fault that he was born a human, without a wolf and a male. "I don't know what you expect from me!" I yell, tears forming in my eyes as I look into his golden eyes. He has a stoned expression as he stares at me with so much hatred. I hate it. "Exactly! You are too low for my expectations that I can hardly expect anything from you." He spits, his cold words shattering my heart in many pieces. I don't want this. I don't want to be his mate. Started October 4, 2024 Ended September 6, 2025 #1 wolfs #9 lgbtpride #1 intense #1 mmromance #6 malexmale #33 friendsComplete
"It's too much to remember everything and everyone, all pain and hurt is killing me day by day little by little. I wish I could remove all the pain and move on in my life. I wish I could find an eraser or Better a delete button, so that I could start from beginning, without any misery or pain." ......................................................................................... "Hey Eva, you know you can trust me, right? " He asked me again cupping my cheeks, I can't let him continue this. It had to stop now or it would be too late. I can't risk everyone's life specially his. If hurting him means, him being alive then I would do it without thinking. Again and again. "Eva are you even listening to me?" Noah asked moving his face closer. From this close I can even see the scar which he told me about, its just below the border line of his hair, it can be easily conceal but from this close its more real. His eyes, they are magical. I would love to look at them all the time and never get tired of looking at in them. No, I cannot do this to him, I can't be selfish, I have to do something this time. "No" I answer and walked away from him. .............................................................
More detailsContent Guidelines