Olivia has eyes for only one man but she just can't seem to reconcile the fact that that man is not here anymore... What happens when you lose someone you love? Grief. Overwhelming, soul-crushing, gut-wrenching grief. Olivia knows this better than anyone. When she loses Jaxon, she learns that words like forever love and happily ever after is the stuff of a young girl's dreams and forever doesn't last forever. But she has to find a way to channel that grief. She needs to feel something, anything with anyone. (Cue the vodka and the stream of one-night stands).