No Love Lost
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Last published Thu, Feb 22, 2018
"I want to take this time to I guess tell you a apologize for loving you more than I loved myself, also for allowing you to think it was ok to tell me anything that you felt would put a smile on my face or anything that would make my mind stop wondering about "HER", and last but not least I want to apologize for showing you apart of me that I don't even understand. I exposed you to the real Sasha not the one that hides all her sadness through anger but the one who LOVES and loves HARD! The one that puts others happiness before herself, that's the reason I NEVER left. But I'm gone now sir, don't be a coward, say goodbye to the girl that once loved you better than she loves herself. " these were the last words I texted Raymond before I hopped on the plan to Georgia.
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