Could you really let him go? you already had. The day you agreed to just be friends, the day you ignored his calls, the day you changed your number. Blocking him out of your life completely. If he had loved you, he would've tried to reach you. He cared for you but he never felt the way you do. He had the courage to contact you after so long. Is this really happening, it's cold, freezing. Had he found love? He really did, such a dumb question. This isn't about you, you should be happy for him. Contemplating life again, when you didn't fight for his love. He didn't deserve what you did. Yet he forgave you, right? Why else would he invite you?