ikigai; kim misoo
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  • Time 4h 59m
official4SPADES
Ongoing, First published Feb 24, 2018
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"The curtain falls and I'm out of breath,
I get mixed feelings as I breathe out,
Did I make any mistakes today?
How did the audience seem?
I'm happy with who I've become,
That I can make someone scream with joy."

Was it worth it? Is my mother proud of me of what I've become? Or is she mourning for the daughter she wanted me to be? 

Clutching on the mic, I turn away. Afraid to see the faces of disappointment, frustration, and pity. But when the crowd erupts with cheers and having them by my side, I don't see it.

Story by Kim Misoo, of 4SPADES. If you haven't read 'The Rise of 4SPADES' yet, you should for more detail.
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