"What is wrong with you?", Ryder asked Alexandra in a strained voice because he couldn't bear to watch her as she was fading away. She grew weak day by day. She spoke less day by day. She was losing strength. She couldn't battle with her self anymore. She just wanted to die but she wasn't strong enough to kill herself. She couldn't bring herself to do the deed of riding this world of a useless person. She replied in a fragile voice that broke Ryder's heart and he ended up shedding tears for her pain. "I lost everyone , even myself".