My Addiction
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Last published Sun, Aug 12, 2018
Dad is saving the world but never home to save me.
Mom travels for work attempting to be a good mom.
Naomi has been my friend since 1st grade.
Zac was the golden boy everyone loved. Also my first love. Well my first everything.
Skylar, Zac, Noami and me used to be good friends. Used to.
Miss pearl is the old lady next door with her visiting grandson Dimitri.
Jake was the new guy but he instantly became friends with me and Noami.
Then there's me. No one is ever home besides the old lady next door. I fought my own demons until Zac came along. He helped for a while, made me feel special but then we had a setback. I started going back down the dark hole. Then Jake came along distracting me from my demons. Will the distraction last?
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