The phrase YOLO hasn't been said in years. Purely because it doesn't apply to humans anymore. You get 3 lives. 3 chances at life marked by 3 black lines on the inside of your left wrist. 1 line = 1 life. One life goes, one line goes. After your last life, no one knows. Well, for everyone else. Dan Howell has never enjoyed life. His first 2 both ended by suicide. His final one would be too, if every time he tried and succeeded, he didn't wake up on his bed, in the same house, same clothes, same life, like someone had hit the re-spawn button. There's no getting rid of it. Can Phil Lester convince him that his life is worth it? Trigger warnings: Themes of depression - suicide and self-harm. Warnings at the beginning of each chapter if necessary