Choices

Thinking back on life, I’m sure others constantly wonder about all the things they could have done differently. How drastically different everything would be if they had started kindergarten a year earlier, or moved in with their dad instead of mom. Or if they had sat with different people at lunch on the first day of high school… or little things, like if they had cut their hair shorter or worn shorts all the time instead of pants, or gotten that piercing they had wanted for years. There’s so many possibilities, but when it comes down to it, it’s everything you did, every decision you made, every thought you had, that makes up you, as a person, as a soul… But for me, I am constantly thinking of the choices I made on my final day alive. If maybe I could have saved myself by staying home that night, or if I hadn’t been so gullible… but, I guess it’s too late to think of the what if’s now… let’s just start at the beginning, November 15th, 2013… the last day of my life.