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Numb
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berylsfarmerzoe
Ongoing, Unang na-publish Mar 23, 2014
emotionalfamilyhappinesshelplovesiblingssuicidetriggering
I was born with love and hope, born to feel in all senses, we both were. Together we achieved life skills in unison. One mind, two bodies, careless and free. We trusted in the future and trusted in positivity, and it took her life. Now it slowly consumes mine. A mask of fake personalities hide my  insecurities as i lock everything i feel away. My body designed to carry only my burdens and eventually just like my mind it will give up. To love with a locked heart, an impossible task, but yet it may just be the solution. The solution to being numb.
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Drowning [COMPLETED] ni mia_in_action_
31 parte Kumpleto
There were two of us. Both drowning in each other's pain. I got lucky and swam up to the top grasping for air. She sank to the bottom and there was nothing I could do for her. She may have drowned but I feel like I did. And now I'm breaking. Because without her why am I even living?
My Bad Luck ni Reading_Ig2
9 mga parte Ongoing
Everyone suffered through hard times in the COVID years. Olivia, on the other hand suffered through everything. She felt like the universe targeted her, and that she would never get a good ending. Her hope that things would get better was fading by the day. Did she do something wrong? She must have done something to deserve such punishments. Well, at least that is what she believes. After the loss of her beloved younger sister, she needed to step up. But what she wasn't prepared for was having to protect her little brother from her own parent. Feeling lost, and never feeling the comfort of a home, will Olivia be able to break her bad luck? "Because maybe all along I am the reason everyone else had to start suffering in 2019."
The princess of the Khan's ni author__tima17
110 parte Ongoing Mature
A 13 year old abused by her brother who she thinks is her real family, wishing to be loved and cherished. What happens when one day she finds out that her real family is someone else? Dig in to know.
Locked In ni MichaelaCilley
1 parte Kumpleto Mature
You don't believe me anyways. You don't see me throwing away my inhibitions or filling up my online shopping cart. You don't see me diving into new life goals and careers and areas of study. You don't see my cry to myself in the car when my chest sinks in and my head gets crushed in a vice. You don't feel the panic in my stomach whenever I must make human contact. And you sure don't see how hard I try. How I wake up every morning and apply my mask. My work mask- to conceal all of this. But.... It's been the same mask for many years And my mask is wearing thin. My sadness, my anger, my paranoia and grand euphoria are trying to become a part of your world too. A world where it's not welcome. A world where it's not understood, where it's frowned upon.
Filling The Gap... ni WaterPenny
54 mga parte Kumpleto Mature
18 + Hot Hate/Love Badboy Romance. I died. I know I did but why do I feel more alive than ever before when I am around her. Wishing for a life I never knew I wanted let alone crave for. But I can't have it, any of it. I won't allow myself to be selfish with her when she still has the rest of her life yet to live. When there is still breathes escaping from her body when lays silently asleep in front of me. I know I have to make her hate me, but she is the only one who can help me move on. I am stuck here for a reason, I need to let go before I can save her and her family.
THERAPY (excerpt) ni AuthorKathrynPerez
4 mga parte Kumpleto Mature
Sometimes you have to get lost in order to be found... I'm needy. I'm broken. Cutting breaks through my numbness, but only opens more wounds. Depression, bullying, self-harm...that's my reality. Sex and guys...my escape. The space between the truth and lies is blurred leaving me torn, lost and confused. And while the monsters that live in my head try to beat me--the two men that I love try to save me. This is my story of friendship, heartache and the grueling journey that is mental-illness.
MAFIA STEP BROTHERS FF BTS FF ni jeon_navi16
47 parte Kumpleto
well it's kinda like now I am enjoying making stories so this is my another book please like it bae Yn Yn having a happy childhood but their are some mysterious things about her and her past. what will happen if Yn will get to know about her mom's relationship. will she accept it if she get to know about having stepbrothers not only one but freaking seven brothers will they accept her and her mom as their sister and mother. what will happen if she got to know about their being mafia will she accept it that's it guys started from -:9 June 2023 love you guys
𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 : 𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 ni themorphase
60 parte Ongoing Mature
SLOW UPDATES ◦•●◉✿ While searching for true friendship, she found her true love. However, she was let down by her best friend when she needed her the most and her childhood crush who doesn't even care about her now. ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ Everytime she gives her all for her loved ones, she gets nothing in return. What will happen when he gives her his all and she gives him nothing? ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ This is my first time writing something. Please disregard any grammatical errors as English is not my first language 🌈🍁🌻 ✿◉●•◦
Truly Alive ni shawnmichelle89
27 parte Kumpleto Mature
In agony I deliver the children of faceless, infertile clients. To them I am nothing more than a vessel, bearing the fruit they so wish to carry within themselves. They love me for my ability, and they hate me for it. This is why I am hidden away here in the Factory where they cannot see my rounded stomach, swollen with their life. When the life inside me is gone, birthed into their eagerly-waiting arms, I will be left with nothing. I will be impregnated again, and again, until my body is ruined and I am sent away. I should question this system, this ritualistic rending of my heart, but I do not-in fact, I volunteered for this job. And now, six babies later, I am afraid to leave. It is better to carry life, even temporarily, than to have never carried it at all.
The Gift of Gulit ni AspectsEric
22 parte Kumpleto
Who am I? A murderer, a mistake, a fucking disgrace. I killed them both and it was all of my fault. The guilt is eating me alive. My thoughts are controlling my every move, every sleepless night, and every day of my life is lived in paranoia of hurting the people I love. But now I have no one except my brother, other than that it's just me. Me and my fucked up thoughts and my haunting nightmares that etch their way into my mind day and night eating me alive, leaving me with the endless gift I keep receiving. That gift, it's the gift of guilt, and I'm drowning in it.
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Drowning [COMPLETED] cover
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Locked In cover
Filling The Gap... cover
THERAPY (excerpt) cover
MAFIA STEP BROTHERS FF BTS FF cover
𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 : 𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 cover
Truly Alive cover
The Gift of Gulit cover

Drowning [COMPLETED]

31 parte Kumpleto

There were two of us. Both drowning in each other's pain. I got lucky and swam up to the top grasping for air. She sank to the bottom and there was nothing I could do for her. She may have drowned but I feel like I did. And now I'm breaking. Because without her why am I even living?

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