My First Love
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Last published Sun, Feb 25, 2018
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It takes time to heal a broken heart...
It takes time to forget...
It takes time to stand again...
It takes time to smile genuinely after a heartbreak...
And especially, it takes time to MOVE ON.
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Naging inspirasyon ko sya dati. Isa sa mga rason ko kung bakit ako nagpupursige.
Simple gestures of him makes my day complete.
Lagi lang akong nakatanaw sa kanya mula sa malayo.
Palihim ko syang minamahal kaya naman palihim rin akong nasasaktan at umiiyak kapag nababalitaan kong may girlfriend na sya.
Natutuwa akong makita kang masaya kaso ang sakit-sakit lang na tanggapin na hindi ako ang rason ng mga ngiti mong nagpapasaya sa akin.
Your my first LOVE and also my first HEARTBREAK.
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My name is Shane Aubrey Delos Reyes and this is my story.
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