MY EX BESTFRIEND IS MY FUCK BUDDY?

hi my name is Ryan green I'm 17 years old I'm a single and I'm the only daughter/child in my family and a couple years ago I lost my best friend in the world cause he thought being popular was better that being friends. worst part is were neighbors too and our families are very close so I see him often. if only I knew that going to a party would lead to him and me being forever fuckbuddys I would of done it sooner. but I can't share all the details yet guess you will have to read to find out!!