Suicidal Regret
LouiseHyacinth
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LouiseHyacinth
Ongoing, First published Feb 26, 2018
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"Sometimes I just wonder what it would be like having a normal life, a happy family, friends and just happiness". 




Life was something Jane Collins hated. Growing up in a horrible orphanage made her feel lonely, abandoned and worthless. 

But that was nothing compared to school. 

Yes, she likes education, it was a way for her to escape the painful reality, but when everyone treats you like dirt, I don't think so. 

But then something unexpected happened.

What if the boy who brainwashed everyone to treat you wrongly, suddenly snapped and just started taking care of you?

I mean, they are mates after all.
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