Repeating Apologies (Austin Carlile)
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Last published Mon, Mar 24, 2014
Lee is haunted by thoughts she can't seem to escape, and is lost in her own body and mind. She is past a breaking point, and doesn't have much hope, if any, for herself and her future. Will she be able to survive the inner battle with her demons, and win the war that is her life?
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