Internal Life
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Last published Tue, Jun 23, 2015
Louis is suicidal. It wasn't that hard to tell as he stopped trying to hide the hundreds of lines that littered his skin. He just wanted a better life. No he wasn't abused or traumatised or bullied. Life just wasn't worth living to him. It was all too difficult.
Yeah he had heard it hundreds of times. "There are people who have it worst off. Why are you so sad?" He didn't exactly know. He just hated how hard it all was.
It didn't help when he was raped and figured out he could get pregnant and was.
So now the only thing keeping him alive is the foetus inside him and his best friend. But will that be enough?
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