In the end we all die. How we die is a reflection of the life we have lived. In my case, death will come to me in the greatest moment of shame and dishonor- I will die in the arena. We all have something to fight for and that is freedom, but my cause has changed. I fight for her. If I die, at least I have known what it is to love; but if I live, then all my efforts are for nothing. I may fight for her, but what I am really fighting for is death.