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How to get тнroυgн тнe darĸ- When there isn't any light.

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He's kind of like water.   Much like the taste of water, there isn't one adjective that could correctly sum him up.   He's the ocean when the wind blows and the water ripples and you can't see your reflection anymore.   He's water when it's humid and there's nothing, or in this case no one that would make you happier at that moment.   He's the raindrops that slide depressingly down your window when you're in the car- forcing you to watch as the slow droplets trickle and increase your sadness.   He's the tears that blur your vision and break your strength.   He's water because I need him.   There's only one thing him and water don't have in common...   Water can't be broken.... But he is.
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Hi I'm Angela I'm 17 years old and I'm in the twelfth grade. I cut . I'm fat . I'm ugly . I'm worthless . I'm me .Everyone thinks I'm the one who is always happy but in the inside , im dying . I've been abused my whole life. I've been bullied since the third grade and I've been cutting since the 7th grade .I want it to be normal again,like it was in the past. I use to have a best friend but we grew apart . Now The only persons that helped, helps me get through this they don't kne that I exist . They're Niall,Liam,Louis,Harry, Zayn. Yeah I know it's corny but I love them . To you they might be gay ugly worthless but to me there my everything . they will always have apiece of my heart just for them.

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The world finds odd ways to put people together. For them, it was PR. ~ She walked along the shore, the humid air, feeling much colder next to the beach. She shut her eyes and stood there, letting the sound of crashing waves overtake every single thought in her minds, ironically, silencing the bustling thoughts. She felt peaceful. He noticed a girl walking just a few feet ahead of him. At first, his thought was that it could be her but it didn't seem that way. The closer he went the more different the person looked. He let out a sigh of lost conviction. He felt hopeless. His footing must've been horrible as he slipped over a rock and tumbled forward, a little gasp of shock leaving his lips. The unexpected rustling behind her, made her face the intrusion. Noticing the man on his knees, she went over to him, lending a helping hand. He noticed a very familiar ring covered hand stick out towards him. He didn't think much of it as he held it to stand up. Why did it feel like home? ~

Being Myself by Z_Ashika04

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Don't let me go(niall horan fanficton )

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