Hjälp Mig Att Bo - Help Me To Stay

Hjälp mig att bo - Swedish
Help me to stay - English

Felix shook as tears ran down his face, his hands holding the heavy object, struggling to bring it to his forehead. He let out a choked noise as he squeezed the trigger, feeling the bullet penetrate his skull as a loud bang resounded in the room around him...
His eyes popped open as a small clatter sounded at his feet. He swallowed and sat up, grabbing the bullet from the floor. He was careful not to lean on the wall, or look behind himself. The smell was already starting to make his stomach churn... His eyes filled with tears as he brought his hand to his forehead, feeling nothing but his regular old forehead.
"Why... why won't I just fucking die?" he whispered to himself, turning around to stare at the brains splattered across the wall, his brains, before looking up and screaming, "Why won't you just let me DIE?!"