Forever Lonely
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Ongoing, First published Mar 02, 2018
Kaitlyn Summers is 19, even though she has the height of a 12 year old.  And ever since her heart was crushed by her ex, she  has deemed all guys horrible monsters.

Still heart broken she has now started to use guys as a way to get over what her ex did and how much pain he put her through.

But when she falls for a guy she is supposed to be using how will she push him away without hurting him?

How will she feel when she realises that she has been the victim of a cruel game since the beginning?

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"Did you even love me?!" I screamed at him, more tears flooding from my green eyes as the sweat sliding down my temple made my ash blonde hair stick to my face. 

He didn't say anything he just stared at me, hurt and guilt flickering in those dark chocolate eyes.

Wade opened his mouth to say something but I didn't give him the time of day as I yelled.

"Why! Why would you do this to me.  You promised, you promised you love me. That - that you'd never do anything to hurt me, that you'd always be here. But look at what has happened now. You betrayed me. You're no better than him!"

The boy before me only flinched, like my words were a punch to his gut.
And I knew, I knew I had gone too far but I didn't care. I didn't care because some deep part of me found pleasure in the silver that lined his eyes.

What I had said was unforgivable.

But what's the point anyway, I'm always going to be forever lonely.
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