Every night I drift to sleep with the same damn question. Why? Why can't I be with him? Why can't I be excepted? Why does my father hate me so much? Why do I hate myself so much? I can't guarantee that I'll ever find the answer, but I guarentee I'll try. Louis Tomlinson isnt the happiest teenager alive. He deals struggles with abusive parents, bullies, depression and loneliness. He sees himself as a cliche tragedy that will end shortly. Then, he meets Harry Styles.