12 Reasons
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"I don't know how to love, all I feel is the pain in my song!"
I want to jump off the highest cliff down into the narrowest road. Feel my last breath drawn away from me as I smile. I want to feel the air on my hair, and the hair on my face as I jump to my death. I wanna slowly forget the memories I never remembered. I wanna slowly die away from the only emotion I have left, Pain.
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