I'm Addicted To The Attention
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i cant help myself.
im a glutton for attention. i hate this about myself. my eyes can show it.
i need to stop this madness.
i have long black hair and ice blue eyes. my name is Icarus Oblivion Grey.
my eyes hold a lifetime of secrets. i cant tell anyone or i will be arrested. or worse.
.DEAD.
im not a normal girl. im quite the opposite, i'm on the run from a gang.
my gang.
and if i can make it through 50 days of running, low on food, and danger.
i will escape.
I need to overcome my addiction to save my life
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