Bitter Sweet {GirlxBoy}

Reads 250
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Parts 3
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Reads 250
Votes 5
Parts 3
Time 6m

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Our love was bitter sweet.   There were some good times, but mainly bad. I've always kept telling myself that the heartwarming moments paid for all of the life shattering ones, but in all reality it didn't. His emotions flicked on and off like a light switch. One second he made me feel needed, the next I'm being beaten senseless. He was so clueless upon the topic of other people's emotions. And I was stupid enough to stay with him. Why? Because though he was quite the violent man, I felt as if I could fix him. Pull him onto the right path. Bring some emotion into him. And... Eventually I did. But... it took a lot.  My name is Victoria Shaft, and I took my own life 3 months ago.All Rights Reserved

abuse boyxgirl depressing emotions feels love nostaglia promises regret suicide

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