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"Shey why have you built your walls so high nobody can clim them? cause I want to know im worried that some thing happended I want to know sweet heart I cant see you in this much pain tell me what happend when you started building these walls so I know and I can keep my babyyy girl safe so I dont have to be scared of your dark and dreaded past that gives you nightmares and makes you get mad when someone says wrong around you I just want to know shey im hear to help you not to drag you farther away from me please tell me so I can help and protect you please I need you to tell me my beautiful baby girl" in this very moment a car door slowly shut on my sole. I dont know what to tell him. should I tell him or should I just keep it hidden. cause im not going let my walls fall but I have to open them for him and him only. but only my closest friends know but not him. I havent told my one and my only my perfection of my life my lovely harry. how am I to tell him all of this omg just shot me in the back of the head please contact me in heaven in about a couple hours. what am I going to do I guess I will star from the begging. well hes hidden to hes got some after I explain to god help us both