A Confused State of Mind
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Suddenly the door opens. The sound is magnified and grand, pouring like a liquid into every hole and crevice in my head. I can't help but dramatically turn. And Mister English pulls in a boy whose eyes fight to look at us, who digs his nails into his arm and shivers slightly like a ghost is passing through him.
And I know he must be just like me.
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Ethan is at the worst point in his life. Teenage hood, budding feelings, and to make the matters, worse he's schizophrenic.
Everyday the obligations of simply existing are pushing down on him. That is, until he meets Spencer, who understands everything Ethan is going through.
The two walk a long, dark road. One that does not need to be walked alone.
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