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Because You Are Beautiful [Para-noir pt 1]
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TW: Depression, Self Harm, Suicide, Abuse, PTSD, Rape, ED, Flashbacks, Borderline Personality Disorder
My first Johnilyn fic. It's AU and as you can guess from the trigger warning maybe not suitable for everyone. It takes place in early 1984 - I changed Johnny's age, he is 17 and Brian 15 years old.
The plot: Brian is hospitalised after attempting suicide. He meets Johnny in the closed ward. If you think you want to know what else my messed up brain came up with: Read it :)
Btw English isn't my first language, so please dm any major mistakes. Thx in advance <3
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