letters to my non-existent baby girl

Have you ever thought about your future child? Ever wonder how they will act or the person they will be? When you're younger, you realize how you want to be treated by your parents and how you see the world, but as you grow older that sight becomes lost. Bitterness replaces the young spirited nature. This ongoing letter is made for my future daughter, to enlighten her on her mother's love. To justify what I expect from her- to be a good person, to look at life with open eyes, to find love in an aloof world. but not as much for her as it is more of a reminder to myself. A reminder of the mother that i expect of myself- caring, fun, and non- judgmental. These elements can be easily lost. I want to make sure I am able to find them if I do.