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Our Deepest Scars

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It's the 2015 Reflection Tour, and Camila Cabello is in a lot of pain. But not the kind of pain that can be made better with medicine or a bandage. She is stuck in a seemingly endless black hole of emotional extremity, and she can't get out.
But will unforeseen circumstances spark a deeper connection between Camila and Lauren, her Fifth Harmony bandmate? Can Lauren save Camila from the darkness, or will she suffocate in the depths of her mind until she can't breathe any longer?

~T/W - eating disorders/self harm/panic attacks~

Thank you @guitw12 for the cover!All Rights Reserved

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Sad Song (Lauren/You) by Maclue

"I'm tired of feeling alone Lauren. " Y/N pulled her hips close to his hearing his favorite little gasp that escape her red lips. "There's always something pulling us apart Y/N and I'm tired of fighting for the both of us. " Her eyes shine brightly under the moonlight. "I feel like a sad song that's being played over and over again. " Y/N felt her heartbeat beating next to his as he stare straight at her eyes. "Then let me be the one who stops it. " Platinum album after platinum album. Top charting songs. Sold out concerts. Lauren has the life she has been dreaming about since she started singing in her bedroom, then why does she feel so alone? even when she has her three best friends/band mates by her side. The end of their latest tour Lauren decided to take a walk alone after hearing the news that her boyfriend cheated on her. Heartbroken and alone she walk along the moonlight with no destination on mind but fate has other plans. No family. No friends. Shitty job. Ugly apartment. What more could a guy ask for? Tired and depressed at life, Y/N watch his life fall apart as each day pass. After a late night at work Y/N decided to take a walk before going towards his depressing apartment, hoping to stop the feeling that his heart is missing something. What happens when two people from two completely different lives collide? Both are missing something in their hearts and lives but can they figure it out before the other falls completely? Can they stop their own sad song? ~•~•~•~ #1 Sad Song - March 2, 2019 #4 Moving On - March 2, 2019 #7 Loneliness - January 15, 2019 #59 Slice of Life - January 15, 2019 #322 Camren - January 30, 2019 #638 Friends - November 30, 2018

Who Are You (Camren) by StrongWarrior13

Lauren is instantly mesmerized by Camila during boot camp on x factor. When the girls go on tour her feelings start to develop more. Will she act on them? What will Camila do if she realizes her best friend might want to be more than just friends? Will it ruin them? Ruin the band? Through out the confusion of her feelings Camila writes a song the ends up headlining the tour and it may just let out how she truely feels! Will Camren be a real thing? Even AFTER all the hardships they go through? Will they still love eachother when they learn each other's deepest secrets? Read to find out more(:

Next to Me (Camren) by BabeLoRegui

Fifth Harmony were slowly but surely taking the world over with their music. Winning a VMA and having platinum singles felt like they were finally making it. But the feelings Camila and Lauren had for each other had increased and at last been confessed. They took the bold move and made Camren real, but how will they deal with the hardships of their relationship and keep it under wraps from the media and fans? Sequel to "2012" but it's not necessary to read before this book. WARNING: **G!P Lauren** LOADS OF EXPLICIT SMUT CONTENT Completed: Jan 08, 2017

Her Fragile Skin //Camren// (COMPLETED) by NatalieMendoza173

Camila Cabello was 6 years old when she was diagnosed with a blood disorder. She isn't allowed to leave her house nor to really have a normal life. Now that she is 16 years old she has grown restless! She wants to be able to go to school. Make new friends, get into trouble, and be herself! But when Lauren Jauregui enters... Camila stops in her tracks. Camila was starting to feel a different yet a good feeling bubbling inside of her and she wants to know more of this mysterious Lauren Jauregui. Whom suffers from anxiety. Her problem maybe her skin, but will Camila stop at nothing in order to attract the green-eyed Cuban? Will Lauren notice Camila? Read to find out! //Cover was made by me\\

Unlocked - Sequel Camren by LilyxRose

MAKE SURE YOU READ LOCK & KEY FIRST! Camila and Lauren are still together and now they have their own little family. Fifth Harmony came to an end when Lauren gave birth to her little girl, but are the girls thinking about Reuniting? and bringing Fifth Harmony back? Will they be as successful as they were when teenagers? will they be able to handle that life again with children attached to their hips? The girls thought that nothing could ever break them, they have been through so much already, they believed they were prepared for anything life had to throw at them, but they couldn't have been more wrong. Can they help each other through the toughest times they have ever dealt with, or will they give up on each other and quit?

Who Are You Today? ('Cause I Am Not the Same) by Drunk_Breadstick

It had been three years. They always got together on the same two days. It was all they could do. No one let them do anything. They couldn't search. They weren't allowed. They weren't even allowed to be alone. They had all moved in together. It had been three years since the last Fifth Harmony performance. They hadn't been on stage in three years. The fans understood, even though they wished it was different. They understood it was hard. They understood. It had been three years since they were all together. All five of them hadn't been in the same place in three years. They hadn't been complete. They hadn't been a group in some time. It had been three years since the kidnapping of Lauren Jauregui. It had been three years since anyone had seen her. It had been three years since they had heard her voice. It had been three years since anyone looked into her green eyes. It had been three years since Lauren was taken out of their lives. It had been three years. WARNINGS: Kidnapping, Torture (Flashback), Rape (Flashback), Self Harm, and a bunch of other stuff. This is a dark story. Started March 9, 2017 Completed: September 25, 2017

escape to paradise • camila cabello & you story by sleepingsunsets

It was too much to stay with a dysfunctional family who only cared to keep their problems to themselves. It was unhealthy and the last thing you needed was to feel like you were a burden to them. Sympathizing about the situation, your Aunt decided to step up as your guardian, taking you in under her wing and letting you live in a place where only people dreamed of living- Hawaii. Although it was said to be temporary, you had hoped with your whole being that you had made the right choice to move here. To a new home, a new life, a new everything. Were you convinced to stay forever? As time passes, you grow familiar and adapt to your new tropical life. Will a certain brunette make your life bliss or a living hell? [Camila/You - Girl x Girl] (Update/2019): This book is pretty old (published in 2017) and so the writing may not be superb quality. Some parts of the book aren't sensible so please excuse the errors and just enjoy it for what it is. Thanks!

Back to me (camren) by halbijohn57

Lauren is going through pain after Camila left fifth harmony because she never got to tell Camila how she felt about her. SLOW UPDATES

Raining (Camren AU) by msdrunkinlove

I know some people who are fucked up. People who are so messed up in the head that when there is any sort of peace in their household, relationship, or life in any way; they become restless. Their mind is reprobate; good is bad, and evil is good. They are repetitively destructive; they crave drama, arguments, and will seek to destroy their own happiness to fulfill this addiction. They don't know love, peace, or joy. It's foreign to them. Serenity is their enemy. Peace is their problem. Love is a terrorist. Being dysfunctional is their normal. Misery is religion. Camila Cabello x Lauren Jauregui (Five Part Oneshot) [Mature Content] {Trigger Warning} ⚠️ (Cover designed by: @msdrunkinlove)

ONE NIGHT (Lauren/You) complete by aneasb

"Is she naked because you love her, or do you love her because she's naked" ... After you get your heart broken, your friend Camila from Fifth Harmony tries to cheer you up with a house party, before she leaves for the 7/27 tour, what will happen when you hook up with your best friend's friend...? Read to find out. - Main character is a girl - trying to update at least once a week Y/N: your name Y/N/N: your nickname Y/L/N: your last name Y/F/N: your full name Cover: @Vuliano on wattpad

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Sad Song (Lauren/You) cover

Who Are You (Camren) cover

Next to Me (Camren) cover

Her Fragile Skin //Camren// (COMPLETED) cover

Unlocked - Sequel Camren cover

Who Are You Today? ('Cause I Am Not the Same) cover

escape to paradise • camila cabello & you story cover

Back to me (camren) cover

Raining (Camren AU) cover

ONE NIGHT (Lauren/You) complete cover

Sad Song (Lauren/You)

"I'm tired of feeling alone Lauren. " Y/N pulled her hips close to his hearing his favorite little gasp that escape her red lips. "There's always something pulling us apart Y/N and I'm tired of fighting for the both of us. " Her eyes shine brightly under the moonlight. "I feel like a sad song that's being played over and over again. " Y/N felt her heartbeat beating next to his as he stare straight at her eyes. "Then let me be the one who stops it. " Platinum album after platinum album. Top charting songs. Sold out concerts. Lauren has the life she has been dreaming about since she started singing in her bedroom, then why does she feel so alone? even when she has her three best friends/band mates by her side. The end of their latest tour Lauren decided to take a walk alone after hearing the news that her boyfriend cheated on her. Heartbroken and alone she walk along the moonlight with no destination on mind but fate has other plans. No family. No friends. Shitty job. Ugly apartment. What more could a guy ask for? Tired and depressed at life, Y/N watch his life fall apart as each day pass. After a late night at work Y/N decided to take a walk before going towards his depressing apartment, hoping to stop the feeling that his heart is missing something. What happens when two people from two completely different lives collide? Both are missing something in their hearts and lives but can they figure it out before the other falls completely? Can they stop their own sad song? ~•~•~•~ #1 Sad Song - March 2, 2019 #4 Moving On - March 2, 2019 #7 Loneliness - January 15, 2019 #59 Slice of Life - January 15, 2019 #322 Camren - January 30, 2019 #638 Friends - November 30, 2018