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Our Deepest Scars

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It's the 2015 Reflection Tour, and Camila Cabello is in a lot of pain. But not the kind of pain that can be made better with medicine or a bandage. She is stuck in a seemingly endless black hole of emotional extremity, and she can't get out.
But will unforeseen circumstances spark a deeper connection between Camila and Lauren, her Fifth Harmony bandmate? Can Lauren save Camila from the darkness, or will she suffocate in the depths of her mind until she can't breathe any longer?

~T/W - eating disorders/self harm/panic attacks~

Thank you @guitw12 for the cover!All Rights Reserved

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Who Are You (Camren) by StrongWarrior13

Lauren is instantly mesmerized by Camila during boot camp on x factor. When the girls go on tour her feelings start to develop more. Will she act on them? What will Camila do if she realizes her best friend might want to be more than just friends? Will it ruin them? Ruin the band? Through out the confusion of her feelings Camila writes a song the ends up headlining the tour and it may just let out how she truely feels! Will Camren be a real thing? Even AFTER all the hardships they go through? Will they still love eachother when they learn each other's deepest secrets? Read to find out more(:

Home (A Camren Fanfic) by LauserCabello

*NEW COVER ART* "When I'm with you... I feel like I'm home..." 5 years ago, they all said their goodbyes and went their separate ways in New York City, after their last show. It was hard for everyone, Lauren especially. 5 years later, Lauren Jauregui found herself back in New York, disabled and miserable. What she didn't expect was to run into the one person she'd been trying to get over; Camila Cabello. Will they be able to set the past aside and reconcile their once strong friendship? Will they be more than friends? Or will they just drift further apart?

I Need You. by LilyxRose

It's been a few years now since Lauren asked Camila to marry her, Camila is now working in a hospital, doing long hour shifts, not often having time to spend with her family. Can Lauren handle the pressure of never getting to see Camila? Of always being the one to look after Harmony. Can she handle Harmony's heartbreak over never getting to see her mum? The then accident happens, and it's when Lauren needs Camila more than ever. Will Camila cut her hours? Will they finally have their wedding, or will it be the end of Camila and Lauren?

Love Me at a Distance by m4ndyp4ndy

Lauren and Camila meet at a popular strip club. Ensue the one night stand, but what happens when feelings are caught? Camila thinks she has Lauren figured out, but Lauren has the aura of mystery. There's more than the eye can see. Are Camila and Lauren meant to be together? Or will complications make a relationship impossible? Camila G!P This story will be updated at minimum once a week--could be more if I have the time :) Rating is M, so I will put a warning before each chapter with sexual content.

Her Fragile Skin //Camren// (COMPLETED) by NatalieMendoza173

Camila Cabello was 6 years old when she was diagnosed with a blood disorder. She isn't allowed to leave her house nor to really have a normal life. Now that she is 16 years old she has grown restless! She wants to be able to go to school. Make new friends, get into trouble, and be herself! But when Lauren Jauregui enters... Camila stops in her tracks. Camila was starting to feel a different yet a good feeling bubbling inside of her and she wants to know more of this mysterious Lauren Jauregui. Whom suffers from anxiety. Her problem maybe her skin, but will Camila stop at nothing in order to attract the green-eyed Cuban? Will Lauren notice Camila? Read to find out! //Cover was made by me\\

Island by unascribbles

An inseparable group, fifth harmony, become torn apart after fame. Rumors, fans, and paparazzi's that are willing to destroy their reputations make the girls cold towards each other. A rumor gets out of one of the band members having feelings towards another. Lauren fears her secret has come out, and management suggests they take a break. They think this is a perfect opportunity for them to re-unite. Except things go wrong, and unexpected crash, and their tied towards an island. Lauren confused, but one things she knows is she won't die on this island. COVER MADE BY: SLOTHTATO POSTED ON: 5HFANFICTION

Sad Song (Lauren/You) by Maclue

"I'm tired of feeling alone Lauren. " Y/N pulled her hips close to his hearing his favorite little gasp that escape her red lips. "There's always something pulling us apart Y/N and I'm tired of fighting for the both of us. " Her eyes shine brightly under the moonlight. "I feel like a sad song that's being played over and over again. " Y/N felt her heartbeat beating next to his as he stare straight at her eyes. "Then let me be the one who stops it. " Platinum album after platinum album. Top charting songs. Sold out concerts. Lauren has the life she has been dreaming about since she started singing in her bedroom, then why does she feel so alone? even when she has her three best friends/band mates by her side. The end of their latest tour Lauren decided to take a walk alone after hearing the news that her boyfriend cheated on her. Heartbroken and alone she walk along the moonlight with no destination on mind but fate has other plans. No family. No friends. Shitty job. Ugly apartment. What more could a guy ask for? Tired and depressed at life, Y/N watch his life fall apart as each day pass. After a late night at work Y/N decided to take a walk before going towards his depressing apartment, hoping to stop the feeling that his heart is missing something. What happens when two people from two completely different lives collide? Both are missing something in their hearts and lives but can they figure it out before the other falls completely? Can they stop their own sad song? ~•~•~•~ #1 Sad Song - March 2, 2019 #4 Moving On - March 2, 2019 #7 Loneliness - January 15, 2019 #59 Slice of Life - January 15, 2019 #322 Camren - January 30, 2019 #638 Friends - November 30, 2018

Family love (Camren/You) by MayaSahel

Y/n is just some normal girl, with some mental health problems, who likes to draw and write, loves music, and is a fan of the singer and ex member of the band oft Harmony. She went from foster home to foster home, never really connecting with anyone, scared to even try. Fortunately, or perhaps not so much, her favourite singers, Camila Cabello and Lauren Jauregui, chose to adopt her. They develop love for the younger, maybe not the one they intended to develop. Will it just bring more problems and troubles to the younger's life? --- This story was written by me and @Al_Griffin. It's a collaboration between the two and @Al_Griffin did this amazing cover for it. I hope you enjoy it, and the story has sexual content (sex scenes) and rape scenes as well.

Keep Me Where The Light Is (Camren) by kyrie999

SEQUEL TO -SURREAL PERFECTION- Keep Me Where The Light Is 'Live By The Sun, Love By The Moon' After breaking off to start her own band, called Surreal Perfection, Lauren Jauregui, is now set to go on Tour with the girls of Fifth Harmony. Getting together is easy; staying together is a whole other story. A Camren Fanfic, with a splash of OT5. Romance/Angst/Drama/Humour, and everything in between. ---- Thank you to @SLOTHTATO for the amazing Cover!!!

Next to Me (Camren) by BabeLoRegui

Fifth Harmony were slowly but surely taking the world over with their music. Winning a VMA and having platinum singles felt like they were finally making it. But the feelings Camila and Lauren had for each other had increased and at last been confessed. They took the bold move and made Camren real, but how will they deal with the hardships of their relationship and keep it under wraps from the media and fans? Sequel to "2012" but it's not necessary to read before this book. WARNING: **G!P Lauren** LOADS OF EXPLICIT SMUT CONTENT Completed: Jan 08, 2017

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Who Are You (Camren)

Lauren is instantly mesmerized by Camila during boot camp on x factor. When the girls go on tour her feelings start to develop more. Will she act on them? What will Camila do if she realizes her best friend might want to be more than just friends? Will it ruin them? Ruin the band? Through out the confusion of her feelings Camila writes a song the ends up headlining the tour and it may just let out how she truely feels! Will Camren be a real thing? Even AFTER all the hardships they go through? Will they still love eachother when they learn each other's deepest secrets? Read to find out more(: