real and severe trigger warnings, im venting and telling the story of how i feel when i cant keep it to myself anymore. Please dont worry for me I will be okay and i have people who love me to pick me up when i get really bad but for now this is just somewhere i can talk unfiltered and not be judged. Please dont suffer alone and know theres always someone who understands what your going through do not act out anything you read and understand NOTHING written here should be adapted into your life, please be safe you are loved