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Behind Closed Doors

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Parts 7
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Reads 43
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Parts 7
Time 19m

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I stare down a the orange plastic bottle of pills my friend happened to score for me. Could this be it I wonder. If I just take this hole bottle, could I go to my exit in life. I slowly open the bottle and dump them all in my hand. I grab a glass of water from the fridge and look in the mirror. I put them all in my mouth. I take a huge sip if water and gulp them all down. After a few minutes my vision starts to become blurry. I become confused and uncomfortable. I become so dizzy that I collapse on the floor.All Rights Reserved

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Love is Suicidal [Completed]

"This is killing you.." He looks at me with sadness in his eyes. "You do know this, right?" Looking out into the night sky, I looked at the stars above that were millions of years away. I slowly nodded, holding onto the cup in my hands. "I think... the moment I saw her.. a part of me was already gone." . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . There are beautiful things in this world. There are terrible things in this world. But one thing that's always stuck in the middle of it all is love. Because love is Suicidal in the most beautiful way.