The Spoon Fic (Phan)
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Last published Sun, Aug 19, 2018
If you are do not like stories with abuse, curse words, pretty disturbing things, and things like that, I suggest not reading this. This is a Phan-fiction where Dan loses almost everything and no really cares or knows he exists, until an new lens comes to his school that changes his life forever. i am awful writer and can't spell. The beginning will probably be awful, but please stay with me because it may get better. I am 12, so this story will probably be awful.
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