Days of Regret (DOR)

"Congrats!".and he smile. I smile back as my reply to him.

4 hours to go before the ceremony, I can wait. He gentle put the face powder in my face, I feel the softness of his hand while he put the make up in my face. If you not seeing him you not recognize, that he is a man. yes he is a man to be exact he is a gay.

"Dear close your eyes"

I slowly close my eyes and feel the brush that moving upper in my eyes under my eyebrow. I remember the old days since I am freshmen from college, its like yesterday. Everything is first time from me. They say that highschool life is unforgettable part of being a student but for me, college life is a memorable part of being a student, because the freedom that I experience, being independent,  I also learn to socialize,  learning my own abilities and to have boyfriends. I remember when I have my first crush, I not claiming that he is my first love but I admire him more. I don't know why all of  boys in our campus , he is the one I choose,  he is the one catch my attention. I don't know, but this my story start.