The Alpha's Mate With An Eating Disorder
- LETTURE 230
- Voti 6
- Parti 1
"What did you do to yourself...?" He whispers, his eyes roaming my body.
"I made myself beautiful." Is my response, his eyes snap back to mine, searching my own.
"But... You were beautiful..." He whispers, his eyes looking down into mine filled with raw passion. "You didn't need to do this to yourself, Jess..."
"That wasn't what you said the last time I saw you." I retort, turning away and beginning to walk away from him, putting space between us.
"You. Are. Mine!" He yells, turning me around and pressing me against the wall, I feel dizzy at the sudden movement, as if I can faint. His hands plaster mine to the wall, his eyes black and dark as he moves to my neck with a look of viciousness on his face, my scream pierces the air.
***
Adrian Mathers is the alpha of one of the strongest packs in the world. Feared by many, rumored to have a heart of stone, ruthless killer. These are some of the simplest ways to describe him. He is cold-hearted and will murder anyone who gets in the way of him. Dangerous.
Jessica Rimmer is a girl. A werewolf girl, yes, but a girl no doubt. Growing up, all the girls around her get leaner, fitter, "prettier", whereas Jessica never seemed to get slimmer, the fat around her waist stayed and wouldn't budge no matter what happened. Her wolf had not yet made an appearance. Yet, through it all, she stays kind, warm, and friendly. She brings people together, and viels her secrets of self-hatred.
When Jessica meets Adrian, she expects him to love her. Make her feel good about herself. Accept her. But she is very much mistaken.
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~THIS BOOK CONTAINS TRIGGERS FOR SELF HARM AND EATING DISORDERS
~STRONG SEXUAL CONTENT INCLUDED
~MATURE THEMES
*THERE WILL BE WARNINGS AT THE START OF EACH CHAPTER WHEN ANY OF THESE ARE GOING TO TAKE PLACE*
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