My Childhood Crush or My Schoolmate Crush ?

I'm Elisabeth Rivera , just call me Elisse (my nickname)
Since I'm elementary I have a crush , do you know where he lives? Beside my house! ??
On the past years he was my boyfriend, oops I mean boy friend ...He was my first friend since we're moving in this town ...
Uhhh, I forgot it again, what do we call it again?? ? uhmmmm.....

Oh I remembered it , he was my childhood friend ?? so cool right??✌?
After they move in another place , I felt really sad .....?
But ??? when I'm place to another school (graduated in elem.) I have met my 3besties , they are really true friend of mine .....You know the feeling that been , teased by your best of friends? jwks , when your crush is there? I know it's awkward ?? But they're really great friends....

After how many years , he's back ... Yes he was , I know it's him ! My childhood friend ...Since we don't have any connections after they left ... Now I'm a teenager now , I often talk to him, sometimes not years ago .....When I saw him , my feelings grew bigger .....

Since we're close to my schoolmate crush, (not really in person, just in text or chat)
I ..i..... uhmmm......ughhhhhh......it's really difficult to explain defeniately Whom should I focuse?? to My childhood crush? or my schoolmate crush???
Please read the story of my life???lol...

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Author: Sorry for the emotions (emojizzzzz?)
and sorry for the wrong grammar .....I'm not better in English cause my language is Filipino
This is my first time publishing my story , definiately I wrote stories on my own ....I just get few clues about my experience but I just wrote some of these (my imagination , what if) .....bye guys , hope you like my story , .....if you vote this (lol) I will publish more stories ? Kamsahamnida?